i only have like 3 good friends to start with, one i used to love, and put all my effort into, one was my best friend threw thick and thin and one was the boy who told me i would be ok. my best friend left me, wont answer my texts and is getting the people i used to party with against me. my ex is still taking advantage of me because he knows he still can. he takes pictures of me and i hate it, he lies and said his camera fucked up but it didnt he just wants me to strip again. I told him its over but he ignores me, its never going to be over.. the last guy whos always been there for me in the background, cought me when i fell and has never pushed me to do anything I didnt want to, but is fucking 2 other girls and openly talks to me about it because were so close we can just 'talk about everything'. too bad its tourture listening to him try to decide which of the two bitches are hotter, then we lie on my couch and he gentaly wraps his arms around me as we sink in and i fall asleep in his arms and its just amazing, but its not real..